All that jazz

Rory, Student at Brighton university, from the countryside, nerdy geeky all that jazz. Drop by and say hi no need to be shy ^.^
Skype: rory.a.myles





10 things our kids will never understand…

limewire lmao I forgot that was a thing woww. my memory

Fucking Limewire.



date a boy with nice cheek bones

date a boy who has a good taste in clothes

date a boy with a great laugh

date a boy who’s hoodie you can borrow

date a boy with fantastic collarbones

date a boy who smiles constantly

date a boy with arms like damn



I crave intimacy but I get confused and uncomfortable when I’m shown even the slightest bit of attention or affection.

(Source: evolved-emo)

Well I think it’s about time I break down why I’m depressed and suffer from anxiety

Past: When I was 10 my parents separated at 11 me my brothers and my mum were made homeless which lasted 2 years while we were homeless I was also physically abused by my dads ex-girlfriend who was an abusive alcoholic also mentally traumatised by seeing her beat my dad and my dad being unwilling to leave her and also there’s the always mentally damaging period of dealing with my sexuality

Present: I work 2 jobs 7 days a week doing double or triple shifts regularly yet am still poor. Due to these issues (and those from the past) I have an inability to focus during uni and can’t motivate myself to do uni work so will most likely fail, I love my degree but have no enthusiasm as I feel emotionally numb, I haven’t been home to see my family or best friends for about 4 months now I don’t have many good friends at Brighton and haven’t had a relationship in 2 years. Also I’ve been working in bars for 4 years now and I’ve gone backwards from running a bar to working at a wetherspoons where I’m not even trusted to change someone’s money or change a barrel.

Future: as far as I’m concerned due to my emotional instability I will never find anyone despite my main desire in life to be a house-husband. The only job I appear to be any good at is bar work and that is becoming very mundane to me. I don’t see a decent future for me, most likely a dead end job with not much family to speak of.

bae: come over

me: do you have food

bae: my parents aren't home

me: are they coming back with food